There isn't really anything to talk about, I am so anti social that I never get drama.

UM, Jepha and I bought womens lingerie and like posed, it was weird, but damn we looked sexy.
I haven't talked to Zacky a lot lately, so Rev and I have been hanging lots; not that I am using you as entertainment Jimmy, you know I love you.

( Me and my bestest friend in the worlds )

( and of course me and my sexah bitch )

Okay that is all for now.
~SYN~

Well hello all, it is time I update this again.

Zacky is sick and I feel so bad/guilty, because it is my fault, so Nurse Gates to the rescue, Nurse Synyster just does not sound comforting enough. Haha he can't smoke until he is better, but I gotta give it up whenever he wants, a deal is a deal, he is gonna be really pissy cuz of the lack of nicotine. Anyone have a skimpy nurses outfit I can borrow? *wink**wink*

Um Jimmy is now with Shads, which is cute, mini Reverends will be running around soon hitting each other with drum sticks; cuz I have a plan, including their condoms and a safety pin. 2020 my ass Jimmy!
And now we just have to find someone for Johnny and it will all be good.

Tour starts a week from tomorrow, first show in San Diego, it should be kick ass, and I don't have to be away from my boyfriend, which makes everything a million times better.

I know I had something else to say, but I forgot, oh and I got no reviews for my last update so I guess you all find nothing wrong with homophobia, interesting. And this turned out to be longer than I thought it would.

~SYN~

I <3 you, Zacky

Okay so kind of a lot has gone on.

Well I told Zacky what I did, twice, god I hate myself for it, some of you know what I am talking about some of you don't, and Shadows I know you don't, and please wait for me to tell you, if you don't already realize what it is. Well ya I told him and we both sort of broke down, it was probably the worst thing that I have ever gone through. I would do anything to take it back and well yeah, I would do anything to take back what I have done to Zacky. I am just glad that he forgave me, even though I am sure that he won't be able to trust me again, but as long as he still loves me and we are still together I can not ask for anything else.
And I don't think that I can hang with Jeph anymore.

Then after that I finally gave Zacky the beagle puppy that I bought a few days ago when Joel and I went to the mall, the look on Zacky's face was priceless, he named him Chex, I swear the dog is almost as adorable as Zacky, how hard is that to imagine?!

Well after Zacky and I did some unmentionable things we went for a walk to the park with Chex, and the old people and everyone else were staring at us it made me really uncomfortable. Then we threw pennies into the fountain and each made wishes, it was really cliche and sappy, but hey it's okay to be sappy sometimes.

So after that we went to PetSmart to buy Chex things that he needs and by then the night was treating all of us pretty nicely, until our walk home.
It was like 6:30 and it had already gotten dark outside and these three guys came up behind us calling us faggots and pansies(we were like hanging on each other) and they started to like threaten us and shit and then just like that a fight broke out. We basically lost, I was seriously ready to kill them for putting a hand on Zacky and I would have if I was able to and if I ever see them again I will. So yeah my ankle is twisted and my face and stomach are all bruised up, Zacky isn't much better with his split lip and bruises. You should all stop by my house to check up on us.

Leave a comment if you think homophobia is fucked up, you all best leave one since I know you all like the cock.
But now I am going back to bed cuz Zacky is in there and he is so snuggable.

~SYN~

Zacky, you mean the world to me; I love you baby, I'll never hurt you again

He's so beautiful and I love him and even if he doesn't love me I will always love him no matter what happens between us. And I now know that I can lose him in the blink of an eye and that kills, I will do everything that I can to keep us together. I will die if I ever lose him, literally, I know I will.

~SYN~

Okay so I am still sick, but getting better, because Zacky is making me take the nasty meds that the doctor gave me, but he told me once I get better we can do whatever I want *wink**wink*
Oh and Zacky and I plan on growing old and wrinkly together, and we are gonna yell at 12 year olds who go in our lawn

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